last cuti...

salam...
hari last cuti aku untuk sem ni...balik cuti ni aku akan balik lepas matriks habis...
aku balik ni nak betulkan ape yang tak betul dan seangkatan dengannya...
nak mintak dipermudahkan segalal urusan untuk aku jawab untuk final exam ni...

Hari Jumaat, 12 febuary 2010
teman kak long g beli handbag..
sunguhla masa ni aku rasa kakak aku ni dah putus fius!...handbag!...mak ai..alergic btol aku....!...alih alih teman jugak dia beli handbag kat Mid...mula mula g Jusco pastu g Metrojaya plak..kat metrojaya tu...memang smeendang je cari handbag...aku plak yang rambang mata!....haha..sape yang nak beli handbag ni sebenarnye?...haha..dah handbag nyer kene ngan taste aku....kikiki...pusing nyer pusing....delah satu yang berkenan ni....dah nak bagi resit dah ni..tak jadi plak dah.....haissshhh...ni la perempuan kalau beli handbag!...aku pun perempuan jugak...tapi aku ni jenis yang pakai backpack je semendang...huhu.....

hari sabtu, 13 Febuary 2010
Kena ragut
barang yang hilang :
- telekung (aku sayang giler telekung ni...dah ada ngan aku time aku nak bangun semula..nak bina ndiri balik)
- tasbih ( ni aku guna untuk sedekah kan zikir untuk arwwah abang aku)
- gurindam jiwa ( roomate aku nyer...alamat kne ganti balik la)
- Choc Vochlle ( aku baru jer beli time keluar ngan kak long..tak luak lagi tu....besar nyer choc...)
- kad bank ( maybank n bank rakyat)
- kad matriks
- earphone

bile renung balik kenapa Allah tarik balik :
-pagi tu abah de marah dengan aku sebab tak lap choc yang tumpah semalam
- bawak novel tapi tak bawak tafsir
- bawak earphone tapi tak bawak spec...

Balik Kampung Teluk Intan...
balik ni sebab nak tanam batu nisan arwah abang aku and frame skali...arwah atuk pasang frame je...aku ingat takkan jatuhkan air mata...jatuh jugak....tengok umi nangis....memang pedih...sesak rasa dada ni....

Balik Kampung Sabak Bernam..
jakun tengok kambing dan lembu..

gathering ngan Lusi, Fiqa and Anis
borak-borak cam biasa

Jumpa Azree and fa..
glad dapat jumpe azree before balik....lapang cket hati..though tak banyak cakap...
rasa bersalah+marah kat Fa...haissshhhh

ingatkan balik ni nak make-up everything.....biar lapang dan dipermudahkan segala urusan nak final exam...rupenyer ada lagi tak settle...haish..

Hlovate oh Hlovate

Salam….
Hari ni nak kongsi la cket about my favourite novelist, Hllovate. Yeah..i know..hlovate lagi?..heh!...my blog ske hati aq la…nak baca baca jelah..tak nak baca tutup page aq ni…hehe..ade orang pernah tanya aq..."...terror sangat ke Hlovate ni?"....bagi aku bukan soal terror tak terror...tapi sejauh mana citer yang dia bawak tu touch the readers heart....jiwang la plak...hehehe


Malam tadi baca Rooftop Rant. Salah satu novel Hlovate. Though people were saying that its bored, as for me its kinda hit home kinda things. Alhamdulillah. Aku jumpa jugak orang yang pendapatnya sebijik macam aku. She/he took the right words out of me. And spread it to people. Things yang aku tak tahu macammana nak spill.

Trisy’s 10 line spillage;

1) Its so much easier to spill to a stranger, spares the stigma and the judgment.
2) It’s much easier to be understood by somebody who has been there and done that.
3) Everybody has skeletons in their closet.
4) I don’t say ‘take a bit from my plate, chew, telan than talk’ for no reason.
5) Reality hurts, truth bites, living kills, today tortures and yesterdays are just as bad, what else’s new? The only comfort is knowing we’re proudly smart enough to live life the way we want it, though other’ll never fail to try to screw it for us, we prove them wrong. Again and again.
6) A friend can be a good psychologist, but sometimes I doubt the vice versa.
7) Psychiatrist+docs+meds=bittersweet vendetta.
8) They’re times when we want to be vulnerable though how thick skinned we appear.
9) Believing God’s love, live on because of His love, nothing can beat that, I know you’d agreed
10) They’ve no idea what I understand from the word ‘mirror’. Because I hate to see looking back at me.
p/s : this is my spillage too. Thanks to you,Hlovate.


Lagi satu citer Hlovate, Schubert’s Serenade. I’ve never failed to shed any tears when I reread this book though I’ve repeated it dozens of time. Why? Dalam buku ni de citer pasal this girl, Najwa who lost his brother. Sungguh la aku berterima kasih betul la kat Hlovate. Bile baca citer ni, aku rasa lapang cket wlupun aku leleh jugak. Time my brother passed away, aku tak tahu nak describe macammana perasaan aku. Apa yang buat aku sedih sangat and buat aku menangis kadang-kadang sampai sejam and aku bad mood for the whole day, because aku tak tahu nak describe macammana. Bile baca citer ni, memang tepat apa yang Hlovate tulis. Bull’s eyes!. Apa yang aku rasa dah boleh ditakrufkan dalam tulisan berabjad bukan lagi dalam images yang tak boleh aku nak translate to words. Tapi, aku bersyukur sangat, sebab aku ada pet bro yang sabar je layan kerenah aku walaupun aku ni kadang-kadang buat dia berasap jugak la. In najwa case, she has nobody to talk too, and she had to fight to live with the sorrow that built inside. Najwa rapat dengan abang dia, that’s why she feels more than I do. Macam aku, aku tak rapat dengan abang aku. Aku tak boleh bayangkan kalau aku rapat dengan abang aku and I lost him forever. Sungguh aku tak boleh nak bayangkan. Apit, cousin aku yang hilang abang dia last year jugak. Die rapat dengan Arwah Along. And now he has to be the eldest, selama ni Along yang jadi tempat nak bermanja dan segala bagai.,sekarang ni dia pulak. At least aku ni still de kakak. Bersyukur la Amira Syafiqah dengan apa yang kau dah lalui dan dapat.

For all of that, I dedicated my deepest THANK YOU to you, Hlovate.

me-boys are stupid-married

Salam….

Nak update sikit blog ni….hari tu nak update…p ala2 malas-badan-tak-sihat-mood-tak-baik…hehehe…aku nak story cket ar pe yang jadi for the past few week…errr?...ah pep e jelah…asalkan akku citer hehehe…blog aku…aku punyer suke ar nak tulis pe…=P

I’m getting married…

Alkisah…

Mohamad Nor Fakhrullah : so what are going to do after that?

Me: Kahwin kot…senang citer

Mohamad Nor Fakhrullah : SERIOUSLY?!

Me: Parent’s choice.

Beberapa puluh minit berlalu….

Me: Fa?

Mohamad Nor Fakhrullah : Ya Allah, betul ke ni?

Me: Fa percaya ke?...

The rest is history…

Sungguh la aku gelak masa tu…..klu boleh nak terguling memang aku dah terguling masa tu….macam mana la dia oleh percaya aku nak kahwin……sungguh la mamat tu….hehehehe….

Hari Yang Sama…

Me : salam sis…I’m getting married

Lusiana : Wasalam…sis?

Me : Yeah..

Lepas tu dia call…..kelam kelibut aq jawab….yelah….aku ngah tengok tv tue….nasib baik tak tersepak bucu meja…huhuhu…konon buat suara sedih habis la tu…kikkiki…lusi plak gaya percaya habis la….adeh……aku plak menipu memang convincing gler…hahaha…..aku suh die call balik malam tu….malam tu dia call balik…..dah la time tu aku tengah gosok baju…sib bek aq sorang je kat dalam bilik gosok…klu tak mau budak lain plak ingat aku nak kahwin…haru!...hehehe…lusi memang tak ble bla la…adeh….aku yang menipu ni pun tak pikir sampai situ…hehehe…aku tanya dia whether she already want to hang up the phone..Then she said yes…because I want to tell her something..i warned her not to yell…she said..o-kkkaaayyyy…..aq tarik nafas dalam-dalam….”Lusi. kita tipu jer”….memang lusi terkedu la….aku dah tengah tahan gelak dah masa tu….”ARRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHH”….sungguh la aku lupa nak cabut earphone aq….pecah cochlea aku!...hahaha…ngamuk sakan dia…kikikiki…aku plak gelak sakan….hahahaha….

Yang menjadi mangsa aku : Syafiqah and Kak Aisyah…

So sorry you guys…..hehehe

Boys Are Stupid..

Ni aq letak kat facebook aku….dan aku tag semua friends aku termasuk la lecturer bio aku…..hahaha…niat?...saje jer…tibe2 plak time tu kepala boleh teringat pasal gambar ni..cari kat google plak memang on the spot dapat…aku apa lagi….nak tengok reaction macam mana….sesungguhnya….men’tag’ lecturer aku bukan tindakan yang bijak….hahahahaha….skemanya ayat ko mira….hehehe….dah la hari tu tak dating seminar dia…ponteng kuliah die ada la nak dekat 5 kali….dah la plak petang tue time aku tag die…die tengah online…adehhhh….demam panas aku malam tu…hehehe…pagi masa informatics baru aku untagged die…mau die cari nama aku kat dalam MIS…hahaha…time informatics tue…memang aku gelak la baca comments…hehehe…though there are comment yang memang menusuk kalbu menikam jiwa…demam balik aku…adehhhh….

Petang ni aku tak pergi kelas petang..badan rasa nak demam…pasal comment tu la…besar nyer impact dia dalam hidup..baru dia cakap macam tu dah badan panas…mood rosak…klu dia marah?....mau menangis aku…masuk class math and buat quiz vector tadi aci semput je…breakfast minum air je..makan tak….tak de selera…tengahhari makan jambu and minum air teh o ais..baguih la tu mira…campuran yang baik dan berkhasiat sekali…dah tau badan tak sihat..minum ais lagi…makan nasi pun tak….adeh….petang ni dah selesai basuh kain sebakul..jemur pun dah…..siap basuh telekung lagi…asal ade je bende nak basuh…selagi tu nak basuh…mood tak baik punyer pasal…baca Hlovate pun aci skip jer part yang rsa best…aiseh…btol la mood tak baik..tengah taip ni pun….badan rasa panas…diarrhoe plak tadi…roommate aq rilek jer…” ko dapat E.coli kat mana tadi?’..hampeh nyer roommate…!hehehe….

K la….nak gerak dulul…t senang-senang…..aq update lagi…

K

Gerak dulu…salam…

cuti sem

salam...baru nak update...sorry lame gler tak update...
yeah...hari ni nak balik dah...
ingatkan nak update...since comp kakaak aq probs...ni pun kecekmy abah baru bagi...hehehe

banyak yang aq buat sepanjang cuti ni...yang paling banyak aq buat...bina badan and tengok tv...tutorial banyak lagi tak buat...bawak jer gempak...hahaha..here some of the things yang aq rasa happy sangat dapat buat time aq cuti..

kakak sulung aq buatkan aq makaroni bakar...
before aq balik aq ade mintak kakak aq buatkan...
time nak masak tu...aq jelah yang semendang potong tu potong ni....yang paling tak bleh bla...time potong bawang...hahaha...tulah tak masuk dapur...kupas bawang jer dah bape kali basuh mata...hahahaha...tu tak masuk time nak hiris ngan tumbuk lagi....kikiki....makaroni tu...taklah sesedap yang kakak aq buat...dapat plak aq yang tukang masak skali..hancus trus!..letak kari macam lori tumpah jer...huhuhuhu...last2...de agi setengah dulang tak makan...buang..coz dah basi...jangan kat padang mahsyar cari aq sudah...hahaha...anyway...i'm glad kakak aq sudi masak untuk aq...
thanks kak long...=)

kluar dengan Fa...
pagi tu aq de driving class...dah habis trus gerak asia jaya...meanwhile tunggu mamat tu datang...aq baca ar hlovate (tunas)...then g rumah cikgu die...tengok baby..lunch pun kat situ jugak...nasi goreng kampung rasenyer...tapi beli kat kedai lar...cikgu die still pantanglagi kan...then, cikgu hantar g lrt taman bahagia...straight to klcc...and as usual...aq pening....wahahaha....masalah btol!..kikiki...nak beli tiket balik...fa plak black out kan mesin tiket tu...kikiki...g solat bru g kinokuniya...buku memanglah banyak...crowded!...aq alllergic btol!...hahaha...sape yang minat comics aq nasihatkan janganlah nak ngidam g kinokuniya klu tak leh tahan godaan comics...hahaha...melainkan memang lah ko tu semendang jer kaya..kikkiki..habis kat kinokuniya g cold storage beli ration...then balik,,,fa g utara aq g selatan..hahahaha...dramatic ending!...wakakkaka...balik tu memang pengsan tahap tak ingat la...huhuhu...beli comics...memang heaven!...kikiki...ketuk duet fa lagi sky high!...hahaha...joke2....
thanks fa for all...=)

gathering dengan clasmate..
ni memang aq happy gler...dah lame tak gelak sakan macamtu...klu la bakal mak mertua tengok...confirm die reject!..huhuhuhu....happy gler time tu....gelak jer keje...kikiki
Thanks guys for the memory...u guys rock!...hahaha

G gombak jumpa Fa..
g ni nak amik comics since fa tak leh nak datang cn...mula2 tu cuak gak la sebab fiqa tak leh nak pegi...naik lrt sampai gombak...tsib bek lah memang depan maat jer bus uia tu...huhuhu..turun kat uia salah stesen coz ade sorang kakak tu bagi salah info...hehehe....jumpa Fa siap godam comp die n dapat pendrive free!,,,hehehe,,,ketuk fa jer keje aq,,,hahahaha...anyway...dapat g uia is a nice xperience..

G nilai jumpa azree, halmie n amira dj...
G ngan fiqa....naik lrt n ktm...sungguh la bosan!...kikiki..
Azree : keding nyer la hai....lebiih keding dari dulu...makan banyak cket..huhuhu...sorry kene shot ngan felo...hehehe
halmie : bz as always...=P..pakai tie BBBS yang aq tak paham tol!...kakakaka
Amira : just nice...=P

banyak lagi nak tulis tapi kilat...abah dah bising.. gotago...salam...

Just a Reminder for me..

Narrated from Anas : Rasulullah bersabda : None of you should long for death because of calamity that had befailed him ; and if he cannot, but long for death, then berdoalah

"Ya Allah, let me live as long as life is better for me, and take my life as if death is better for me"

( sahih Bukhari 8/6351 o.p.362)

The Veil - Dawwud Wharnsby Ali

Liriks best...

They say, "Oh, poor girl, you're so beautiful you know It's a shame that you cover up your beauty so."

She just smiles and graciously responds reassuringly,

"This beauty that I have is just one simple part of me. This body that I have, no stranger has the right to see. These long clothes, this shawl I wear, ensure my modesty. Faith is more essential than fashion, wouldn't you agree?"

This hijab,

This mark of piety,

Is an act of faith, a symbol,

For all the world to see.

A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.

So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.

They tell her,

"Girl, don't you know this is the West and you are free?

You don't need to be oppressed, ashamed of your femininity.

"She just shakes her head and she speaks so assuredly,

"See the bill-boards and the magazines that line the check-out isles, with their phony painted faces and their air-brushed smiles?

Well their sheer clothes and low cut gowns they are really not for me.

You call it freedom, I call it anarchy."

This hijab,

This mark of piety,

Is an act of faith, a symbol,

For all the world to see.

A simple cloth, to protect her dignity.

So lift the veil from your heart to see the heart of purity.

Lift the veil from your heart and seek the heart of purity.

Kak uda Wed

semalam g melaka..my kak uda kahwin..pagi tu dah bagitau dah tak mau ikot...

abah plak balik2 dari pasar ajak..sebab'y ada videocam..kang spe plak nak tangkap...

ayat yang tak bleh la.." kamu ni nanti susah kang"...

behind da lines?...t kamu kawin xde orang datang....itu jugak nak dijadikan modal...haru sungguh!..kikiki...

kat kenduri tu...sebijik nasi pun aq tak makan..tak de selera ar...minum air jer...yang iman plak...melantak kat meja aq..hehe..biaq p lah..budak kecik..rite!...=P

pic...

time umi asked to take her pic...

Kak Uda..

kak uda n her husband..

nme suami die pun aq tak tau..

kikiki..

Kak uda n mak uda..

mintak restu ibu ek..

hehe

Mak andak-abg aloi-n my anak sedara

Malaysia's Rossa?..

a.k.a

kak hana

hah..tgk gambar pe tu..?

Iman n watermelon

Nisa

anak k.hana n abg lan

Pak Cu n my cousin

bapak mithali...=)

Keluarga pengantin perempuan

My Umi..=)

Pengantin lelaki

Kak Hana-Nisa-Abg Lan

Kumpulan 'koir'..

hehehe

Hiding from da sun lil one?

Mak mertua pak jam-pak cu-mak cu

Smile..!

iman punyer la merengek habih kat aq nak naik motor ni..

isy3..

wakil perngantin perempuan

Ni lagi satu..

merengek...

ika...nak tu...

hehehe

Fruit gurl?

hehehe

mak-me-opah

hehe

me and opah again?

kiki

which way?

Depan umah Pak Uda b4 b'tolak ke Melaka...