tidak akan pernah sama lagi..

salam alaik..

aku baharu sahaja menjengah ke blog ukhtiku, dan tangkal hatiku ditarik dgn satu post ini.

Ya, ianya takkan pernah sama lagi.

Aidil Adha kami takkan pernah sama lagi kerana tiada lagi abang yang akan bersama-sama menyambut bulan kemenangan itu bersama-sama.

bagaimanakah nanti kami pada pagi hari Aidilfitri?

pastinya tidak akan sama dengan tahun2 yg sebelumnya.

bagaimanakah umiku nanti?

dapatkah aku menahan sebak didada apabila umi dan abahku mengalirkan air mata kerinduan untuk abangku?

kepada Ahmad Munzeer bin Mohd Yusoff,
tenanglah abang uje disana, insyaAllah diakhirat bertemu jua.



salam alaik..

A Presence and Serenity..

Standing there in the blowing wind,

watching the colors on the horizon,

and the rippling, metallic silver waters,

I felt so alone.

As I watched the palm trees sway with the wind,

and the radiant sun dip into the golden land,

I felt so alone.

 

As I watched the angel-white seagulls

soar majestically over the darkening horizon,

and the rhythmic rolls of the waves,

I felt so alone.

 

As I lifted my face

to the rosy sky,

a tear made its way down my cheek.

I closed my eyes,

trying to hold back the pain.

“Oh, my Lord.” I whispered.

 

I had no one to wipe my tears,

no one to whisper softly into my ear:

 

“It’s going to be OK.”,

 

no one to take the pain away,

no one to heal my wound.

I opened my eyes suddenly

because I felt someone’s presence.

But I could see no one around me.

Someone was there,

somewhere,

because I could feel

a bright and bold Presence.

It was a reassuring thought,

a Remedy for my cuts,

 

a deep Serenity,

 

that chased my fears away,

a radiant Sun

that brightened my soul.

I closed my eyes again,

but this time, it was to savor this feeling.

A smile played upon my lips,

as realization dawned upon me.

I would never feel alone again.

 

As long as I remained righteous.

For the Presence I felt

was the presence of Him.

My Lord, The Merciful,

The Almighty Allah.

Maaf...

Salam..

Aku minta maaf...

MAAF..

Sangat minta maaf..

I'm really SORRY..

Tak sepatutnya aku melakukan itu..

walaupun benda itu telah berlalu.. maaf kerana aku menceroboh ke dalam kisah silammu..

kisah yang agak pahit buat dirimu..

bila aku baca kembali..

aku K.E.L.I.R.U ...

sangat.

tidak sepatutnya aku menjadi sebegitu..

kerana

aku tahu apa yang terjadi, kerana kau sendiri menceritakannya..

tapi.

bila aku baca kembali.

aku keliru.

maaf.




Have Faith,

May Allah bless,

Salam alaik..